If things get worse???

And after I thought things couldn’t get worse on the relationship front….apparently the nice cute guy, we shall call him Mr. Vegas, is ALSO a loser asshole.

So I hear word today that he met up with one of my cute friends and her boyfriend. The three of them were hanging out and apparently he got into a fight with some guy over some drunk chick. He got kicked out of the bar.

Fine. Guys will fight. Whatever. But he snuck back in the bar and continued to try to fight.

So what? Drunk guys will do whatever it takes to fight. So be it.

But here is where things get nasty. Apparently my little friend, her boyfriend and Mr. Vegas went back to his house and were carrying on their little drunk escapade. My little friend got wasted and started to pass out on the couch. Her boyfriend went to the bathroom. And when he came out? Mr. Vegas was ON TOP OF MY LITTLE FRIEND!!!

I swear. If I hear anymore fucked up shit about men in this valley I’m turning myself into the nuns. Seriously.

Sleeping with the enemy

I guess I will write, in a nutshell, what happened last week.

The most frightening to me being that I found out that my recent ex lied to me. Big woop right?

But I was star struck enough that I thought it okay when he told me that he had been in prison for eight ears for theft.

(Readers Digest version because I haven’t felt like writing lately) Well, I find out that no, he went to prison for aggravated criminal sexual assault and on another charge rape by force/fear.

So what do I do about that?

And on another fucked up level, (if there can be a more fucked up level…but that beats every fucked up level I can think of) I sent that stupid email…those who read know who and what it was.

And how at this point am I supposed to move on? I’ve had nothing but really freaky shit going on in my life right now. And I’m at risk of losing my job because our company may be going down down down down…..

And I met a VERY VERY nice man but I think I’m too much for him to handle. I have a huge crush and he’s coming home from Vegas tomorrow so we shall see if he calls me…..

But he seemed pissed off at me because he invited me to Vegas with him this past weekend but it turned into a crazy airline fo-pah…. But I don’t think it was my fault and he was able to use his original ticket and go to Vegas with his family.

So hopefully he will still like me when he gets home.

So I’m fucked up in the head right now.

And that is the Reader’s Digest version of what is going on in my brain right now. I have to go to bed now because it is too late for me to be awake anyway.

But it was good to see a friend who rarely visits the valley. She lives in Vegas now and says that visitors are always welcome. But it’s good to see her here.