First I have to say that it’s really funny/stupid that a guy that my best friend has been in- volved with; in- consequentially been thinking is one of the most beautiful men; in- some way or form has met me a number of times but has forgotten that I know said girl each time.

He should AT LEAST know that I’m his girl’s best friend. It’s pretty silly that he doesn’t realize who I am. At this point, I feel he’s not taking enough mental notes. And he, like most men, should take a lesson from women: we remember lots…at least try to remember someone’s best friend.

But who am I to know what is the best way to pursue? I’m obviously bad at that. But maybe not. I am an honest person and it seems that lately I scare people away because I’m perhaps too honest?

At least I know that those people who I come in contact with know me for who I am. I’m not going to change me in order to be with somebody or to impress.

Changing oneself is unfair. Because when you go back to yourself, the person that you changed for is not going to know who it was that they met.

So I’m going to continue being me. And if you don’t like it; I’m sorry. If you do; it’ll be fun!