Work work work. Not that that’s any different than I usually do.
Came home after doing some fabulous hair on a sweet and cute little lady and watching how slow the restaurant business is this time of year.
Television; entertaining but not very motivating.
I’ve figured out that I’m pretty good at drinking boxed wine. Wait…I’ve known that for a long time. But it seems that I’ve figured out how much cheaper it is than to go out to a bar and pay upwards of $5 on a glass of wine and not talk to anybody. I can way more easily and cheapily (I know it’s not a word, it just fits) come home and talk to nobody and actually be entertained by Jimmy Fallon and my dog, the ever-hilarious, Winston! Between wine, a little FB time, The Pew Pew and Jimmy, what more should a girl ask for?
But I digress. It’s been a little awkward not having him here. Unfortunately, lately, I’ve been looking toward my driveway to see if his truck’s here and cringing when it is. That’s NOT GOOD. And I caught myself looking tonight and seeing that his truck wasn’t there. I was happy and sad. Hmmm. Wonder what that means that I put ‘happy’ before ‘sad.’ Some kind of Jedi mind trick that I played on myself? Or just plain honesty?
It’s weird not having him here. Even if it’s just to say hi, sit for a minute, and feign tiredness and go to bed and read until I pass out.
That’s not how a night should go.
But I’m here, laughing at Jimmy and getting sloshed (well a little) on boxed wine (shouldn’t they call it bagged wine?) and cuddling with the Pooper. Sounds like a pretty nice (and cheap) Friday night to me!
FRIDAY NIGHT….and I’m sitting at home. Such an odd concept for me. But I guess I’m working on turning a new leaf. Guess it’s easier to turn a leaf when you’re saving for a month free of snow!
All in all, I’m hanging in there. I am taking heed of my emotions and ever thinking about what I can do to get things back to how they were. But to be really honest….I don’t really know how we got here in the first place….so how do I find my way back? I forgot to drop breadcrumbs every once in a while…..
